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I realised my mood changed very fast,
I can be very depressed at a time,
happy in the next second..
Just now, I cried in the market, in public,
when dear commented that I am fat..
this is not the first time he said I am fat,
everytime, I will laugh and said I am preggy not fat,
I will slim back to pre-preggy size after delivery,
I know he is joking with me only
but recently, I will take his words to heart..
and it really upset me alot!
i am so scared thaat such mood swing will affect baby cherish too.
Just now he asked me if I will have another baby after this..
i replied likely no!
I always tell him that I want to have at least 2 kids,
now he heard my reply, he was shocked
He told me not to worry so much,
first pregnancy is always more tedious, as you tend to be more kancheong
just relax! things will be good!

Then he asked me another question,
what if baby cherish turn out to be a baby boy,
what will you do?
boy or girl, not important, as long as everything is good!
afterall still my kid, i will love my bb!
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