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I never realise that I have so much to say until I started blogging.
my everyday mood is like sitting on a roller coaster.
One time I am happy, next min I am angry...
one time I laugh, next min I cry...

I am just finished doing the housework..
I am tired of cleaning and tidy up everyday..
And just one night, everything turn to a mess again..
I dun like to be in a place that I dun feel home..
I am very tired, very very tired...

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